♥La Femme

Hello! I'm Boonie,currently studying in YJC, 128'08. I love all forms of Art; reading good books and shopping like there's no tomorrow:) I love to have fun esp. hanging out with my girlfriends. OH, and i <3 Mama Earth:)
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♥2008年5月23日星期五
i noe u're upset.
inoe.
inoe.
inoe.
i've already been feeling upset about it.
think abt tis. what else cn i do to mke it up other than tt?
nth.
right!
nth!
so wad cn i do to mke myself feel better?
nth!
right!
nth!
isnt that bad enuff?
n bad enuff to fall for smebody u shldnt love?
n thn realise tt ur friendship with smeone else has deteriorated bcos of those constant arguements and differing opinions?
y do u have to bite on tis point so tightly?
it's e memories?
but let me tell u.
memories either stay, or they fade.
nth can replace this fact.
and when u gt it bck, u'll forever remember it if u wan.
cuz even if it is torn to a thousand pieces, so long u have one piece, or even one atom of it, u noe e memories belong to u.
NO ONE CAN STEAL IT AWAY FROM U!
i noe i've hurt u by tt incident.
i didnt mean to!
i really didnt mean to!
i really really really didnt mean to!
i really really reallli really really didnt mean to!
i really really really really really really really really really really reallly really realllly really reaaly really really really really really didnt mean to!
i can type this 10 time, 20 times, 30 times or even a hundred time!
but nth will change!
it really wasnt completely my fault either!
it ended late at night, i placed it in a plastic bag, and the next morning i went out at 9, came bck only at 11++, wanted to bring it for service, and realise it's been destroyed by my family member accidentally! nobody wanted it to happen! it happened in such a short time!
i was in despair!
i didnt noe wad to do!
i didnt wan tt to happen!
did u remember hw u feel when u were young and broke e favourite vase of ur mummy's or e pretty lil glass of ur sis? how desperate u felt? how upset u felt? hw u wish it didnt happen? how helpless it was? and how u wished tt ur sis or ur mum wouldnt be hurt or upset by it?
tt's hw i felt.
and im tired.
im tired of feeling guilty.
im tired of trying to make it up with u but nth works.
i just wna cross this broken bridge and move on with my life. so shld u.