♥La Femme
Hello! I'm Boonie,currently studying in YJC, 128'08. I love all forms of Art; reading good books and shopping like there's no tomorrow:) I love to have fun esp. hanging out with my girlfriends. OH, and i <3 Mama Earth:)
Hello! I'm Boonie,currently studying in YJC, 128'08. I love all forms of Art; reading good books and shopping like there's no tomorrow:) I love to have fun esp. hanging out with my girlfriends. OH, and i <3 Mama Earth:)
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♥A new desk [X]
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♥White Jacket from Ralph Lauren []
♥2008年6月26日星期四
u noe wad? i jus read ali's blog.. and i teared. i didnt wna lete teardrops fall. i duno y i didnt wan it to fall. It's like.
it's like.. i have e same feeling as she does. my juniors has forgotten me. they've forgotten how i used to put in allll my heart to teach them cello and music. i really loved them very much. i wanted teach them everythng i know. so that they can shine. so tt they can be proud to be part of e cello bass family. But i guess.. i failed to play my part as a senior afterall. cuz i couldnt be there for them when they need me. We were nv close to the extent tt we'd go out and have fun tgt or even chat on e fone. i wouldnt know what i'd say too if i'd to chat on e phone wif my junior. i guess it'd be a moment of awkward silence. but tt's e tradition isnt it? our seniors treated us e same way too... they were really nice to us... and i miss linghui zhaoxuan and yanting.. but we'd nv go out or chat wif each other too...
smetimes i hate e reality.
but e thng is. i really cant let myself fall into a pool of regrets again. that depressing period of emotions i faced before farewell party is OVER. i really dun wish to feel a hint of remorse for wad i've done and e realities of life or such anymore. at least not now.
Sometimes i wonder why im such a happy lark in jc. im totally different.
im happy, im confident, im daring, im crazy as i shlD be. lost these elements in secondary school. dun noe why. i jus feel very surpressed of emotions and life in sec sch. i cant release the real me inside.
but whatever. cuz it's over. and ive no obligations to look back or walk inside the depressing flower of may.
i'll breathe, i'll smile, and i'll laugh like it's e last day of my life.