♥La Femme

Hello! I'm Boonie,currently studying in YJC, 128'08. I love all forms of Art; reading good books and shopping like there's no tomorrow:) I love to have fun esp. hanging out with my girlfriends. OH, and i <3 Mama Earth:)
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♥2008年11月10日星期一
Hihi.. I've got so many things to say... i blog hopped just now and came across this blog which belonged to a friend of my sis... wow.. his entries r so informative!
Go see: There r soo many pics on foods and dramas and it's just so fascinating!
http://servbot87.blogspot.com/
Then i went to read some more ppl's blogs.. these are all second degree friends.. god. they drink and club lyk mad.. but one thing i lyk about them is their good- tempered nature.. i need to learn tt.. i keep getting mad so easily, i think my sis is almost getting annoyed ady.
Well Anw, I Got Promoted. haha.. yays. kudos to zero supp papers.. im lazy to take.. but somehow somewhat i'm currently in a post- catastrophy kind of mood. i feel like i've just recovered from a terrible illness; or tornado just strucked or somebody just died kinda feeling.. i hate it.
3 ppl from our class didnt officially make it thru.. and all are my loved ones. i hope they'll be alright after taking the supp paper. i pray hard for tt. i really really do.
Anw i cried twice in school today.. once during e assembly in auditorium before we take results; once outside classroom before we take results.. :'( I didnt want to know about e results.. i wanted us all to stick tgt. i even purposely slow down my walking speed towards e classroom...
But nonetheless, we had to face our results. we've gta face e facts. Damnit. i hate reality. can we just stay e way we are or promote all tgt?:(
But i feel that i've become stronger and more matured after today. I dun wan to let myself get hurt so easily again. and i wna be a good girl. i'm really not as nice as i seem to be:( And i hate this. i wna be a person who is genuine, selfless, understanding, loving and disciplined.. but somehow i can't seem to be tt. perhaps i can't be perfect.. but i'll have to keep learning i guess. huh? i'm ady so confident? How do u noe? How do u noe tt it's not because of e need to be so to protect all those ard me or myself? How do u noe tt i'm really so confident of everything? Sure, i noe i can do wad i wan to do. But isit really bcos i am so? Or becos there's a need to be so to achieve what u wan? And yet many thinks im an obnoxious snob who doesnt listen to ppl's comments and so keep quiet instead of letting me noe what is wrong? Need i lower my self- esteem to defend myself, or just to be all ur wind breakers?
I picked up e book 红楼梦 in e school library again.. it's so appealing e way it describes e ppl inside.. i ady forget about e content.. so im gna read it again..
And i read an article on e US election in E Straits Times today.. it's pretty interesting how e media worked there for such a huge event. but well. whatever it is, i just hope that President Obama will be much kinder and bring peace to e world rather than war. I wish for worldpeace; i really do. A world without hatred; worthless sheds of tears and blood; terror in anyone's heart. How wonderful would this be?
Sometimes when u need someone, u dunno who to turn to. perhaps bcos u dun even noe what's e problem, or perhaps e someone tt u want can't be reached. i have to bite my lips and move on. :'(
I looked at ur back and stop myself from thinking about e future. I dun wan to noe. but i keep hoping. but im not good enuff. im not worthy of u. i dun noe who i am.
ok. y m i emoing now?
I saw e madagascar advertisement e other time. i so wish we can still watch it on thur.. but i guess it's quite impossible now.... hmm..
I dun noe what it's lyk without e 2 of them with me in my life. it's boring. it's scary.
Oh god.
So many things to pay for; i wish money can drop from heaven..
1. $16- Channy
2. $X- Farteen
3. $20- tml's event
Total: Approx. $40
Uuwahs.
Let's go find e money tree and shake it. haha..
I'm lost again.
I wish i can hide on e stars where nobody can find me, or maybe....... nvm.. i shall not say wat.. no stress no stress! I shall not add on pressure to my loved ones.
I just want this world to be a happy place filled with love, fun and intelligence. :)
and.. hey.... ilu.